Forgive Me

A fitting attitude, a pinch of sharpness

Expectations miss the mark—it’s fun, relax

Everyone but you knows—it’s deathly hard; I won’t say I’m sorry

I’m not even sorry—why don’t you just hate me instead? How about it?

Don’t act so crude—weighing it back and forth, I was just a little kind

Greedily falling, crooked—within our differing understandings

Trapped in imagination, it swelled up—and I’m not in that option

I meant to let you go at the right timing

Desperately pleading, crying and wailing

I know it and yet I don’t—I ignored you, though

Not even knowing the meaning, you so feeble—I won’t bother to explain

Even that’s a hassle—why don’t you just hate me instead? How about it?

Don’t act so crude—weighing it back and forth, I was just a little kind

Greedily falling, crooked—within our differing delusions

Trapped in a warped frame—and I’m not in that option

I don’t need you to forgive me—I quietly leave, walk away

Think of it as a road for each other—coldly wash away the hot feelings

I’ll give you at least a fake smile—don’t act so crude

Weighing it back and forth, I was just a little kind

Greedily falling, crooked—within our differing understandings

Trapped in imagination, it swelled up—and I’m not in that option

I don’t need you to forgive me—at the bait I lightly tossed

You took it—but I’m no mistake

I don’t need you to forgive me—hate me, just hate me instead

It’s boring, and I don’t need yours