YUJU / Dreaming

I, this faded space is out of focus

Why, a single lost star is drifting around

Don’t have to be realistic, a fiction I won’t remember

Never wake me up, oh, anxiety ground into powder, now without water

I swallow it down, I can’t handle everything

What words I spat out again

I honestly don’t know, maybe this is how I really feel, I have days like this sometimes

I have days like this sometimes, even when I try to pull myself together

I end up being consumed by hatred, I need a place to sink into, even just for a while

I don’t know if I’ll wake up, but I wanna feel realistic

Have to be realistic, this tangled-up fiction

Please wake me up, oh, anxiety ground into powder, in the end, once again

I swallow it down, I can’t handle it anymore