This Is Not What I Thought
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jeonbu malhallae na da malhallae na eotteoke neo geuraennyago
전부 말할래 나 다 말할래 나 어떻게 너 그랬냐고
I’ll say everything, I’ll say it all — how could you do that?
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chamji aneullae na an beotillae na uneun nae eolgul an yeppeodo
참지 않을래 나 안 버틸래 나 우는 내 얼굴 안 예뻐도
I won’t hold back, I won’t endure; even if my crying face isn’t pretty
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ppeonhi almyeonseo wae mureobwa jal jinaenyan geureon mari da mwoya
뻔히 알면서 왜 물어봐 잘 지내냔 그런 말이 다 뭐야
You know perfectly well, why ask? What’s all that “are you doing well”?
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naega eotteon sarang haesseotneunji neoneun da algo itjana
내가 어떤 사랑 했었는지 너는 다 알고 있잖아
You know perfectly well what kind of love I had
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ige aninde wae tto ipsureun wae
이게 아닌데 왜 또 입술은 왜
This isn’t right — why again, why are my lips
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sireomneun nongdamman hago utgo inneunji nappajil geon deo eomneunde
실없는 농담만 하고 웃고 있는지 나빠질 건 더 없는데
Making pointless jokes and laughing? There’s nothing left to get worse,
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mwoga museowo geojinmal haneunji
뭐가 무서워 거짓말 하는지
What am I afraid of, why am I lying?
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geunama neoreul boneun ge joeun geonji
그나마 너를 보는 게 좋은 건지
Is it because at least seeing you feels good?
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mwodeun haebollae na an garillae na eotteokedeun jababollae
뭐든 해볼래 나 안 가릴래 나 어떻게든 잡아볼래
I’ll try anything, I won’t be picky, I’ll try to catch you somehow
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mianhaeseorado neo doraoge jigyeopge ulgo aewonhallae
미안해서라도 너 돌아오게 지겹게 울고 애원할래
So you’ll come back just from feeling sorry, I’ll cry tirelessly and beg
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gwaenhi anbu ttawin mutjima eoridago babon anin geojana
괜히 안부 따윈 묻지마 어리다고 바본 아닌 거잖아
Don’t pointlessly ask about my well-being; being young doesn’t make me a fool
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sasireun da neoman pyeonharyeogo geokjeonghaneun cheok hajana
사실은 다 너만 편하려고 걱정하는 척 하잖아
You’re just pretending to worry to make yourself feel better
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ige aninde wae tto ipsureun wae
이게 아닌데 왜 또 입술은 왜
This isn’t right — why again, why are my lips
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sireomneun nongdamman hago utgo inneunji nappajil geon deo eomneunde
실없는 농담만 하고 웃고 있는지 나빠질 건 더 없는데
Making pointless jokes and laughing? There’s nothing left to get worse,
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mwoga museowo geojinmal haneunji
뭐가 무서워 거짓말 하는지
What am I afraid of, why am I lying?
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geunama neoreul boneun ge joeun geonji
그나마 너를 보는 게 좋은 건지
Is it because at least seeing you feels good?
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ige da mwoya jinsiri mwoya naega jeongmal wonhan ge mwoya
이게 다 뭐야 진실이 뭐야 내가 정말 원한 게 뭐야
What is all this? What’s the truth? What did I really want?
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kkeutkkaji wae nan neoege matchul su bakken eomneun geoya
끝까지 왜 난 너에게 맞출 수 밖엔 없는 거야
Until the end, why can I do nothing but accommodate you?
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igeon aninde jeongmal anin geonde
이건 아닌데 정말 아닌 건데
This isn’t right, really isn’t right
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idaero kkeutnal saineun anin geojana nareul jom bwa na uljana
이대로 끝날 사이는 아닌 거잖아 나를 좀 봐 나 울잖아
We’re not a relationship that ends like this — look at me, I’m crying
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naega ulmyeoneun mam yakhaejyeotjana
내가 울면은 맘 약해졌잖아
You’d always soften when I cried
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naega ireoke soljikhi malhajana naega apeujana
내가 이렇게 솔직히 말하잖아 내가 아프잖아
I’m being this honest with you — I’m hurting
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igeon anijana
이건 아니잖아
This isn’t right
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