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To My Youth
JIYEONG
JIYEONG
naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
I once wished I’d disappear from this world
JIYEONG
on sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
the whole world was so pitch-black, the days I cried every night
JIYEONG
charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
would my heart be at ease if I just disappeared
JIYEONG
moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
everyone’s gaze upon me was so frightening
JIYEONG
areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
because that beautifully beautiful time hurt me
JIYEONG
sarang badeul su eopseotdeon naega neomuna sireoseo
사랑 받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
because I hated myself who couldn’t be loved
JIYEONG
eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
mom and dad all look only at me
JIYEONG
nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
my heart isn’t like that but it keeps drifting away
JIYEONG
eotteokae eotteokae eotteokae eotteokae sigani yagiraneun mari
어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이
what do I do, what do I do, the saying that time is medicine
JIYEONG
naege jeongmal matdeorago haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok
내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록
really was true for me, the more days pass
JIYEONG
deo naajideorago geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokamyeon
더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면
the better it got, but sometimes when I’m too happy
JIYEONG
tto apaolkka bwa naega gajin i haengbokdeureul
또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을
I’m afraid it’ll hurt again, the happiness I have
JIYEONG
nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa areumdaun areumdapdeon
누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던
I’m afraid someone will take it away, the beautiful, once-beautiful
JIYEONG
geu gieogi nan apaseo apeun mankeum apahaedo
그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도
that memory hurts me, even hurting as much as it hurts
JIYEONG
sarajijireul anaseo chingudeureun saramdeureun da
사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다
it just won’t disappear, my friends, people all
JIYEONG
naman baraboneunde nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde
나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데
look only at me, but I’m not really like that
JIYEONG
jakkuman meoreoman ga geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon naega i sesange
자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에
it keeps drifting away, but still, maybe I, in this world
JIYEONG
balgeun bichiradeo doelkka bwa eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul
밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을
might become a bright light, maybe stepping over all that pain
JIYEONG
naedidgoseorado jjalge bicheul naebolkka bwa pogihal suga eopseo
내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어
I might shine briefly, so I can’t give up
JIYEONG
harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopdeon naega
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
I who couldn’t sleep peacefully even one day
JIYEONG
ireokeradeo ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon naega nal chajajulkka bwa
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐
if I try to stand up even like this, maybe I’ll find myself
JIYEONG
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
JIYEONG
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
JIYEONG
eolmana eolmana apasseulkka eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
how much, how much it must have hurt, how much, how much it must have hurt
JIYEONG
eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
how much, how much, how much I must have wished
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